It's been proven before that I am a selfish bitch. No need to elaborate on what happened in the past that proved that. Let's just say that I wanted one thing, and still waited for another thing. You there, if you know what I'm talking about.. Well, good. If you don't, I'm sorry.
And now, I lost something I knew wouldn't be mine for a long time. I can't deny that I just don't like seeing people like them. I guess I am that selfish. I don't want other people's lives working the way I want mine to.
Lost? If you are, you don't know me. :P
Life has been cruelly unfair to me from the start. I almost never lived a normal life. I rarely get what I really want.
Maybe it's I. Maybe I'm the problem. Maybe I just don't have enough contentment.
I have to be a better person. I can't go on living like this. I shouldn't continue on looking at you and wishing you were as unhappy as I am.
I should stop waiting for something that most probably won't come anymore.
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