Saturday, July 10, 2010

How? Please teach me.

I want to know how to move on. As a person who had her fair share of one-sided relationships, it's quite stupid that I find it hard to move on. I do know the reason why. Or should I say, reasons.

1. I wasn't the one who let go.
2. My heart's not completely willing to move on.
3. I still love him.
4. Deep inside, there's still a tiny glimmer of hope that he might come back.

How stupid. Pathetic. I hate the way he didn't seem to have a hard time leaving me.

But part of me is okay because he's happy. Part of me wants him happy. But a big part also didn't want him happy without me.

I miss him. And I still have this urge to take care of him sometimes.

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